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i wish result relaese on 5 feb, at least ill know if i need to catch up on my work a not! If i can go jc, den i attend finish the first 3 months lorsss.
But i think i prepared to get the result already, even if retain, i will be able to take it... I'm really damn not confident in the Os level. My prelim was lots better. haha. ( blood duunoo why gushing into my head )
This few weeks in YJC i gained 5 kgs.. now 55 kg leh! so fat... haha, the food not bad. Somemore i stress i eat not stressed also eat, c ppl eat i eat, c him eat i eat, c cat eat i eat, whatever, just c food will eat.
My faverate drink ---- the rebina! But me bottles!
Look forward to seeing them on Sat.. how they will suai me for my weight height and haha skin tone ( racist sia) But still look forward.
Havent change a bit dont i? I wonder how's THEY become liao lor... Maybe shiling become more ... pigguish
huiyan... Taller? thinner? Happier?
Sheena ... More violent? or gentle?
hahaz, dont keep me in suspense, sians


I bought "it started with a kiss" hoho. At least there's something to keep me entertained for now.
Fengling quit JC le, den Jihui thinking, Wee xiang Quit, David quit liao come back, (stopped by E.T.) And me leh? I kept thinking when will all these end... Tired! But must preservere... I cannot help but agree that teacher here are very nice ppl, they dont rush for classes, and can explain again and again. Jus what i needed. But i really cannot stand the timetable, everytime when reach 2 pm my eyes coming to fully closed. staying till 5 pm? ( lying flat on the table and drooling abit, with eyes flipped upwards and head v heavy ! ) Food already cannot help to keep me awake. PS : i almost slept with a chocolate in my mouth!
I still find innova intiminating, like somehow the building shouldnt be there... i dunno how to explain but it's like a school out of nowhere tt kind of feel. So YJ is better
Got one habit: Everytime i go into a class i'll write my name on the table, so as to record if i came to ths class b4, but not very accurate hor? haha
Not everything must stick to the end de, though i think its a pity, but it's only a pity for me,so must why forget abt it and move on. ( no one knows what the hell crap i talking )
Some ppl are sad, but sad... not entirely their fault.
Audrey, do you remember the video i watched over and over again? Sumtimes i feel like them too, sian sian dunno do what. Actually hanging out with a group of ppl is better than staaying at home to rot la. ( though still cham) At least a better chance to be happy.
Tml going out? Den i dun go nyp le...
mom haven come home
Ah ma came today. So good! Got dinner! i didnt ate tonite!


Endure! AND face it! i think tt's all i can do haha... hopefully i can overcome it. some would know what i talking about.
Happy birthday! my Dearest mom turn 45. though she never would c this, I wish she could grow strong and live happily singlely! There's no need to have a parthner you know?! Jux enjoy your 45th year on planet earth... hehe!
To ease your part, i'll wash my own socks and shoes this year! ( i mean the whole process hor! ) LOLs
Cannot blog more, got tv to watch and things to do... haiz
Everyone must jiayou! I know Jan is the worse part of the year! (suicide rates also very high sia)
Anyone have anyways to overcoe any fears??? I need some...


I dunno already larz I dun care larz!
MAD!!! Qi Si Le!
But having second thoughts...


life is boring now... I have no idea how to make it interesting...
but i really look forward to meeting back my friends from old schools. Miss the times where we crack lame jokes, suai each other and eat together! Now i feel very boring... nothing seems nice haiz...
Someone! save me by organising an event ba! ( nice)


We were going to catch a movie (dN2) at causeway, but it rained big... slowed down our speed. Wells it was fun to walk in the rain!
Huijia say i dunno what la, funnily held the umbrella to the birds in the rain. I was just testing wad!!! Maybe if they were a bit more clever they may follow me to the shelter. * birds and cats should be enemy one leh*
But home was sian, my brother lo, use my cd player nvr ask even fan my favs cds! ^ jay chou rox ^ He asked me to buy him a mp3 for his bd. gosh, he's only 12 lo, my first mp3 was when i was 15 and moreover i didnt asked for it- given by aunt. Now mine's spoilt i haven got a replacement and he asked for one...
Got scolding again, mooommy asked me to wash the veg called " bai chai" i go wash " kai lan" ... haiz but i think she's a bit demanding la, for summore like me who cant remember if i got eat, sleep or school... veg is no big thing .. i shld try to remember those big ones firsts
Emily teo (gpt ct) say cannot late more that 3... i die liao lo...


What kind of mother 1 am haven come home and have a daughter waiting up for her??? my mum la, the one of the kind
hey guys, listen to that song its damn goods lors. hahas must ask xq hear!
Aint jc the place i wanted? why there liao i feel so sian? now i feel like going poly... hahaz. hy decided on poly le? There's a course i wanted to c so much -- the avaition management! it's about airport operations la, maybe studying that course can get me a chance to c the world...
Am i thinking of that becuz i dont like my home? hmmm thinking
btw! i guiltly watched deathnote2 and today saw Alvin zhenyu and shakir at yishun BK! Asked them with audrey and huijia to go to LJS with me! hehe... hy is recently writing stories in her blog, she sure got time sia... how i wish... ( im not les hor! )
I'm quite jealous that many ppl have that hp with cam ones... i want one, so i can take pics everywhere. Should have c the photography club... no time leh. I dun wish to go dance, many many many reasons not to. sigh, what can i say?
wish to learn an intrument and stop being tone deaf for once!


There's several things i wish to learn lately... like below

1. Languages : Korean, Cantonese, Japanese and German
2. Truth :There's been many many statements ppls made about being applied in life, but the problem is really???
3. The art of talking : sumtimes i feel like i just lack topics and enthu to open my mouth and talk.. haha
4. xin li xue! ( and reading the minds of ppl )

Read's hy's blog... She really practising English! haha wells work hard!
I feel a tiny little bit regreting for not wating for them to watch deathnote 2
yes! i watched deathnote 2 today haha
so sorry i couldnt wait any longer... the ending was classic man. Wish we could watch together, really!

oh ya! anyone with advices for me on.. everything? I'm really really in need for some... cuz i very bored

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