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PS : bottom most important ones tt i wish for my bd... If you can gimme this... i thank you! Upper less important
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
*am
Today got cHem praC!!! haha! i dunno, i dun think i prepared... i feel tt ill forget something one haha. Hope the test turn out fine.
1pm
Reached home, bought lunch for my brother, yet he ate already! what can i say? I asked him to eat another time lo. Prac test was not fine... After the test i kept reminding myself " Dont dwell over it dont dont!!! " and also " Dont find companian!!!" I didnt want to keep anyone listening to my whining. Went home lo play sims2... hoho... I prisoned a sim character... lol who tell her so bad slap my character!!! lols ... Hao you zhi o.o !
But i'm quite worried... seen hy's blog .... she say she very worried... but.. " about what?" hehz. I dunno whether im lazy/giveuphope/lost/upset/depressed/became optimistic.... but i cant feel myself working hard for tt stupid prelim... i should right? afterall i dont have what others do... haha
2pm
Audrey dunno go where. intended to talk to her and tell her my chem prac is not better than hers ... lols I think her brother answer?! or father? Yesterdays' burger nice!!! Thank you!
430pm
my Grandma came to visit. or should say " helpout" i can feel tt my grandparents dote on my mum alot... i feel that dey think my mom is the " weak link".
Grandma's the best... Brought herb soup and popian!!! Cool! I dont know how to thank her...
If you were me what would you do?
1. Hug her from the back and say grandma youre the best!
2. mumble a thank you tt she cannot hear?
or 3. Sincerely look into her eyes and say ty?
I did none... dunno i dun feel like im any of those above... 1 is like wang ren fu in tfkc... 2 is like the cool guy... and 3? ?? huili? haha tt's what i feel lols.
7pm
havent started studying gosh.. the tv is the worst invention is the world... virtual-illusion social world... haha dunno wth i thinking
PS: I feel strange around her lately, i suspect tt she is observing me and i am a perfectionism, I don like disapproval... But must learn to accept them...
feeling small at 3:55 AM
