PS : bottom most important ones tt i wish for my bd... If you can gimme this... i thank you!
Upper less important
Thursday, September 28, 2006
I am never ever used to feel happy ( fully) from my heart. It's usually with a ting of sadness somehow. So I cannot understand why people can be so happy about events and suprises when for me there's so much to worry later haha.
Sl say that hy grew up liao, i culdnt believe it. did she? I only felt she get older only. And maybe its just a 3 min thingy, scc how it goes in the future... den i decide. Sl say she may not be able to take it like hy for the exam i think. hmmm, i dunno i dunno i dunno. If i say i could and i couldnt very paiseh, if i say i couldnt then i coulds means i not confident in myself.. so both there's risk!
feeling small at 6:35 AM